Haha, well, alright. Personally, whenever I'm writing, I find it almost impossible without some sort of music playing in the background. Music is what inspires me to write my stories xD Whether it's the lyrics, the beat, or even just simply the song title, it all plays a big part in my writing...
Prayer of a Refugee was, obviously, based off of a song. XD A song by Rise Against, which is super amazing. :D Every chapter is also inspired by a song (or more than one) and I find it easier to write the chapter if I have that song on repeat or something while I'm writing. XD So in case anyone is interested in which songs I used or would like to listen to some new songs, I've typed out a list of all of the songs that have helped me write this fic. :D Here you go! :3
(The songs in green are chapter titles, meaning bigger influences than the others :D)

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( Here's the songs! )




AND THATS ALL! XD holy crap that took me forever to type! XD A whole 20 minutes >A>
Anyway, yeah thats all of them! :D haha I think the most inspiring bands were Rise Against (of course!), Linkin Park, and Avenged Sevenfold (I LOVE THEM!)
Hope you guys enjoy! :)

Okay, I have no clue what's going on... FFNet isn't letting me post a single thing...
I've had so much time, I've been able to write 3 chapters of PotR (two of them not proofread), but whenever I try and upload a document to FFNet, it won't let me! It always says that error, check back in 30 minutes or something. Arghh...
It's been like this all week...I don't understand why.

Whatever, I'll try and upload again (fifth time today)... hopefully it works this time.

Alright, well, I'm going to be updating Pain either today or tomorrow (the epilogue). Hopefully today, since I'm working on it right now. I just need to finish the ending (Tatsuki/Renji is really hard to write, sometimes o_O), and then go over it again. If anything, it will be posted up after 3:00PM.
Shockingly, I have time to write today, because I didn't have school today. ... I don't get that. We have three days left (including today), and they make today a day off? Hm. Oh well, I'm just glad it's almost over.

LOL, and I've been getting way too into this new Bleach fan fiction. Since Saturday, I've written up to chapter 11 (without going over or spell checking them, that is). XD I'm glad though, because that tells me that this fan fiction is going to be easy for me to write, and I won't feel forced when writing it like I did with Pain after the first few chapters. I'm also going to be putting a lot of work into this one (hell, I've been watching Western movies the past two weeks... Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid is a great movie. My favourite so far. LOL) so I think it will turn out good. I expected for there to be a lot of romance, because of my idiotic mind that can only think of stories that have romance in every chapter), but so far, I've gone eleven chapters without romance. LOL, amazing! ... well, no romance, but there's some fluffy-friendship-y stuff in the end of chapter 11, but for a good reason! XD There's more action in this one ;D

Anyway, my cousin just called me, so I'm gonna go talk to her now and scream about her fan fiction she finally finished. (Ishida/Ryuuken incesty-rape! LOL. She better post it on FFN.)

Bye!

Alright, here's the preview of that fan fiction I've been talking about.
Just a few things to remember;
It doesn't have a title yet, it's BLEACH, it's an IchiRuki fic, and it's a western sort of setting. Like, with cowboys and stuff. XD I can't think of a summary yet, either.
This one has romance, but there won't be much until WAY later. I plan on making this one go for a lot of chapters, unlike 'Pain'. Please read and give me opinions (how good it was, should I post it and continue it on FFNet, what should the title be, how should the summary go, etc)! I would appreciate it A LOT!
Also, everything in this was inspired by music I listened to while writing it, so the chapters will most likely be titled after the song that helped me write that chapter.
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Please give opinions! XD This is only a rough draft; I might need a beta for this fic... what do you think? All opinions and flames and stuff are welcome!

Title: Hollow
Pairing: None really, but kind of Ichigo/Rukia
Rating: T
Summary: Hollow Ichigo takes over when Rukia and Ichigo are at home one day.
Author's Notes: Nothing to say, really.

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Damn fluff.

Title: For Rukia
Pairings: Implied Ichigo/Rukia
Rating: T
Summary: Ichigo decides to not fight Ulquiorra and goes looking for Rukia instead.
Author's Notes: Set after chapter 270-ish. Random. XD What I would like to happen if Ichigo had seen Rukia 'dead'

Title: Hate
Pairings: None, but mentions of Grimmjow raping Orihime, and Ulquiorra sort of having feelings for her?
Rating: T
Summary: Orihime hated Grimmjow.
Author's Notes: Not much to say about this.

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meh.

Title: Park Bench
Characters: Ichigo, Rukia [romance]
Rating: T
Summary: It all started with a stupid park bench.
Author's Notes: I write way too much IchiRuki fluff. T.T

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LOL, sorry for the horrible fic.

Buaha, I'm back. XD I couldn't even sleep very long, I hate sleep.
But anyway, here's the rest. It doesn't take long to post them so I'll just post them all today. ^^ Only about 6 or 7 more.

Title: Fireworks
Characters: Ichigo, Rukia [romance]
Rating: K+
Summary: Rukia forces Ichigo to take her to the carnival.
Author's Notes:    umm, well, yeah. fluff. o_o I write a ton of fluff; it's kind of weird.

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Hehe, quote at end. I think my fics are too rushed... T.T' Are they?

Zeldaaaaaaaaa XD I've been playing TP non-stop. I had to write a fic. Thought of this while scaring people as a wolf in the market thing.
Yes, it's a ZeLink. I hate (Princess) Zelda, and I hate ZeLink, but I wanted to write this fic. So yeah, it was very hard to write.

Title: Just A Wolf?
Characters: Zelda, Link [romance]   
Rating: T
Summary: Zelda, a commoner, befriends a wolf... atleast, she thinks he's a wolf. She doesn't know that her new furry friend is actually the man she loves, the Hero of Time, Link!


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Okay, NOW I'm going to sleep. Good night. XD

Not a very good fic. I don't like it too much.
1) I suck at angsty fics.
2) I couldn't think of a human name for Ulquiorra and Grimmjow (one that would suit them), so they stayed as Ulquiorra and Grimmjow. Anyway, enjoy? You probably won't. XD

Title: Past
Characters: Grimmjow, Ulquiorra
Rating: T
Summary: Ulquiorra and Grimmjow's past as humans... How they became a Hollow, then an Arrancar, and the pain Ulquiorra felt.



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Ehehe....

Okay, screw it. I said I'd upload only one story then sleep, but I wanted to post this one too. But you never know, after I sleep a bit I might upload some more. Enjoy! XD

Title: L is for Loser
Characters: Light and L (L bashing, I know. I love him, though! XD)
Rating: K+
Summary: Light thinks he knows what 'L' stands for.


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Y'know what, I'm going to upload two more stories after this. LOL, I'm an idiot.

Yay, the first time I post a fan fiction on LJ, and the first time I use an LJ-cut! XD If it works right, that is... I'm still a n00b to LJ. Anyway. On to the fic;

Title: Insanity
Characters: Mainly Ulquiorra and Yumichika ; and no, not as a couple. Though I would LOVE for someone to try a fic of them together.
Rating: T for safety.
Summary: Yumichika is sent to the human world to deal with an arrancar. Turns out the one he has to fight is Ulquiorra. Watch as Yumichika tortures our poor Ulquiorra by making him... wear leather pants? And was that Ulquiorra SQUEALING? Ohh snap. [Madness ahead]


Lol, don't kill me. XD

Alright, so I've decided. I'm going to be posting my fan fiction one shots up on this thing. I know I have only two friends, but hopefully soon enough I will have a lot of friends who will read all of this. XD
So yeah, starting today I will be posting my one shots. But not the one's under 'Crazed Individual' on FFNet; the ones under 'Ulquiorra'. Plus, after all of my already posted ones are posted on here, I will make a habit out of posting other ones on here too.
Aaaaand, after all of this, I'll post a preview of the new Bleach fan fiction I'm working on (which *still* doesn't have a name!) and ask for some opinions. Then after that, one of these days (most likely in the summer) I'll post summaries of all of the fan fictions I have written (like I said a while back) and see which people like most and post that one.

Okay, I hope that all made sense. I'm so exhausted right now... I barely slept last night, and I had school today... argh; I'm going to go take a nap... after I post a one shot, that is.

Seeya. XD

Just a random post to show a video from the Talent Show at my school back in May. It's a video of my class's skit. XD It's not that great, and the stage was small. So yeah, lol. XD Also, this was recorded by my friend's brother, so some of his commentary is on here... ignore that. XD Though the last line had me laughing for about an hour.
We're doing the hand jive from Grease. ^^
I'm the one in the red shirt and white skirt up on the second stage in the back just so you know (I'm also doing the cartwheel/splits thing when they form the circle) :p Hopefully you'll keep track... it's kind of hard to see XD
I was also in another skit, but I don't have it. It was a hip hop dance with me and my 2 other friends. I'll ask one of them to send me it, then I'll post that, too :P
Enjoy! XD

Err, yeah. Heh... I don't think 'Pain' will be updated on the 17th like I wanted... damn it. T.T
I'm really annoyed with this story now, because I'm trying to make it as long as possible, but I can't seem to figure out anything else to add into it. I mean, if I just post it how I have it planned already, then it would be over by the next chapter and I don't want that! So I'm going to work hard to think of some more interesting things I can add into chapters to make it go longer... if I can't, well then... I'm horrible at this. This is my first multi-chapter story, so I guess this was a way of preparing me for how much I really need to write and how much of a plot I need... I promise my other stories will be better! I'll keep working on 'Pain'! XD I would REALLY REALLY appreciate it if people also had some ideas or some things they'd like to see in some chapters. I know it may sound pathetic, but hey, I'm desperate. Plus, it's my first multi-chaptered story, so it's okay to beg for the first time around. XD

... Yes, I realize I'm posting entries and nobody is reading them.
LOL, i need friends.

I was planning on updating 'Pain' again, but I'm too lazy to go over the chapter to fix errors... XD I never have time to write or update, yet here I am FINALLY having some time, and I'm too lazy. :p Oh well.

I'm currently working on a multi-chaptered BLEACH fan fiction that's centered around Ichigo, Renji, and I haven't decided the other character for sure yet. I don't know if there will be any romance. If anything, it will for sure be IchiRuki if I decide to have pairings. It's more... action-y. It's most likely going to be called 'Leaving Town' and it's about them sick of their lives, and they rob a bank and end up leaving town and such... yeah, you'll see when I post it... IF i post it soon, that is. Hopefully.
I'm also planning on writing out the summaries of every story I've written, and asking people which sounds most interesting. Whatever one gets enough picks, I'll probably post on FFnet. ^^

I guess that's all for now, bye!

Okay, well, second entry. Hopefully I can keep this up. XD Moving on:

Added chapter 8 of 'Pain'
I also started a new BLEACH fanfiction. It's more of a western style, and it's an IchiRuki. Haven't thought of a title yet. I was flipping through TV channels and saw something about Jesse James, and I thought of it. So I think you can guess how it's going to be. XD I'll try and post it eventually. I already have the first chapter and half of the second chapter written.
Remember though, even though I say I have some more stories written, that doesn't mean they will be posted soon, or even posted at all... so yeah. This won't be up for months, if anything. XD I'll possibly post a preview of the first chapter later this week if people want?

Uhh, yeah! What to say...
This is my first entry o_O;
Hopefully I'll be able to post almost every day, since I kind of do have a lot of fics I should probably at least post somewhere. I seriously have at least 20 written, but don't bother to post them because they're very badly written. XD
Erm... I don't have much else to say...
But hey, I should probably look for a beta, shouldn't I? If anyone is interested, please tell me! ^^
Personally, I don't like having a beta because then it's not really ALL of my own work that I wrote myself... I prefer to have bad grammar, but at least knowing that I wrote it myself, rather than to have a nicely written story that I had help with...
Anyway, Don't have much else to say. I have no friends right now so I don't even know if anyone is reading this. Someone, aside from you, Ren, add me! XD